Time

This is the second point in my life I've thought about this. The other was when another good friend of mine died at a young age, I had been meaning to go to see him for a while and never got round to it.

With J, there were lots of things we discussed doing... Fencing, Badmington, The Gymn, Alton Towers, etc. He never found out what he enjoyed doing and spent a lot of time going with the flow with things and feeling he wasn't fitting in. He was a bit of a loner so we were trying to find things he might enjoy doing... Golf, book club, etc. I was happy to do whatever he wanted as long as he was doing something that kept him motivated.

I should have got off my arse and done some of these things before it was too late, not neccessarily because I think it would have saved J, but moreso because I wasted time.

Time runs out, The only two things that matter in this world can't be replaced... Time and life...



J was upset because he was getting on a bit and was still single and wasn't putting his degree to use. I'm starting to feel my age and I don't want to end up the same way which splits me in half... I'm having a good time. I don't know anyone else like me who has a full time (proper) job and still goes to tons of festivals, raves and parties... Do I enjoy the time that I have and leave the future to chance or do I start to behave myself and make plans for th future? We have to do things before it is too late. I'm supposed to be goinng through uni and getting a degree. If I don't get it done soon then I never will, instead I seem to make a lot of excuses for carrying on as I do.